USE ME FEED ME2024,
Single-channel video, 12 minutes
This video serves as visual research and a starting point for Watch me struggle till I reach total immobility.
Filmed from inside my vagina while I masturbate, what you see is at once a mouth, an entrance, and an insatiable hole.
The work approaches ecstasy as an experience situated at the edge of rupture. Pleasure intensifies as it encounters violence and the possibility of destruction.
Here, ecstasy unsettles the boundaries between inside and outside, attraction and horror, surrender and violation.
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Video stills, broadcast on channel AT5 Amsterdam 2024