USE ME FEED ME2024,
Single-channel video, 12 minutes
This video serves as visual research and a starting point for Watch me struggle till I reach total immobility.
Filmed from inside my vagina while I masturbate, what you see is at once a mouth, an entrance, and an insatiable hole.
The work approaches ecstasy as an experience situated at the edge of rupture. Pleasure intensifies as it encounters violence and the tension toward destruction.
Here, a sense of ecstasy unsettles the boundaries between inside and outside, attraction and horror, surrender and violation.
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Video stills, broadcast on channel AT5 Amsterdam 2024